today . is a bad day .

because :

1 . exams are just next week and i havent even start studying yet .
2 . i wanted to join photography but its full already .
3 . i still want to join archery but i cant just because its full already .
4 . jian yuan cant find my bars anywhere anymore
5 . i cant go for church camp just because there's no holiday .
6 . i cant find my wednesday watch
7 . i cant fix my tuesday watch
8 . my yellow happy face watch's strap kinda spoiled .
9 . i dont think im growing anymore .
10 . i currently have no cca .
11 . i have no cca to join
12 . i dont see anymore nice looking guys with nice ite hairstyling uniform
13 . im so lost during classes
14 . im having inferiority complex
15 . i feel very unjust because of archery .
HOW CAN I MISS EVERYTHING JUST BECAUSE I MISSED THE TRYOUTS ?!
16 . i havent done my revision
17 . i havent done my homeworks .
18 . i havent baked my brownie
19 . i havent dyed my hair
20 . i havent cut my hair .
21 . i cant spin my pen
22 . and my chio pencil spoiled
23 . so im kinda downgraded to shaker
24 . i have no more ice cream to cheer me up
25 . my sister ate all the magnum - white
26 . i dont like the rest of the magnum flavours
27 . i dont want to try the magnum gold either .
28 . my ben and jerry's are gone
29 . its 11:11 and i cant sleep .
30 . do you think someone's thinking of me cause i saw the clock at 11:11 ?
no , no one's thinking about me , because im not worth it .
31 . told you i have inferiority complex , and now it just got worse
32 . i think im gonna fall into depression soon
33 . i feel like jumping down from a building and die .
34 . but if i dont die , i'll get fined
35 . and that just depresses me more
36 . see ? i cant even die right .
37 . there's no jg on sat .
38 . i havent seen shihui in such a long time .
39 . i havent seen esther in a longer time
40 . i havent seen evange in a longer longer time .
41 . i havent seen long in a much longer time .
42 . i havent seen selene for awhile but i dont care .
43 . school projects are making me upset
44 . im still upset about archery
45 . i dont think im growing anymore
46 . and why are guys in singapore all so short ?
47 . im getting flabby because i dont exercise at all .
48 . i miss the bluetaggers
49 . i have a big bruise on my thigh that wont go away .
50 . im so hairy .
51 . i cant be bothered to actually epilate
52 . im still undecided about floorball
53 . i love floorball but training's a bitch
54 . i dont know what to do .
55 . im writing this stupid post .
56 . i shall stop now .



have a nice day everyone . while i sob over mine .









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IM GOING TO BHB
so if you're uncomfortable about it , dont read it .


i feel really proud of myself , seriously .
like , how many people can get through rock climbing tryouts with a fever of 39.3 degree AND having their period at the same time ?
also , for a person who doesnt exercise , like me for example , its normal to have muscle aches the next day right ? so it should be alright for me to complain about my muscle aches what .

and then again , i feel proud that i got through floorball tryouts . because i have phobia of balls . seriously . and catching , and throwing . whatever
captain's ball . netball . soccer . basketball . football . baseball . tennis . golf . BALL .
i just cant do it . and yet , i'm still in .
but then again , there'll be a second cut for the competition , dem . i wont make it .

there's one last thing that i feel happy about .
if you dont already know , polaroids were the only pictures i took during impressions . and pictures were taken of the polaroids and posted on facebook . people said i look nice there . you know how i like to push comments and say "no la.. where got..." blahblahblah
i've decided that im just fishing for more praises when i reject my praises . and that seems so hypocritical and fake . so i'll just accept it . and i kinda secretly , have been feeling happy about people (except shihui , cause she says everyone's pretty/cute) saying i look good . yay !
but besides that , there are real people who do say that .
*blushes*
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SHOULD I JOIN FLOORBALL !?

my butt and thighs hurt .
i think i'm so lucky . and yet , im not appreciating it .

to shihui :
you made my day , because google said i am the cutest girl .

to the rest of the readers , i know its bhb and all .
BUT CANT YOU JUST LET ME BE HAPPY FOR LIKE , A SECOND ?!




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i know why .

i know what's causing my gastric pains .
get ready .

the headache medicine -_-
seriously , and it doesnt even cure my headache ! so lame .
besides being sick , i'm having muscle aches everywhere ! seriously . the rock climbing made my arms hurt like crap , and situps make my tummy ache . okay , maybe my legs dont hurt . but the rest is !

its so hot today . i didnt go to church , cause im still sick .
im so upset , im restricted from loads of fried food . i mean , what's food if its not fried ?! ok , maybe there are other nice unfried foods but , fried foods are the best .
maybe not .
ok , whatever .

i need to catchup on lessons and homework ! ohno , sianzxszxszx .






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